Sunday, February 21, 2010

Love Game

My love has been put to the test recently. Its difficult to address certain situations without referring back to your past, though our memories can often be misleading. I've been through a number of things in my life that has affected the way I deal and interact with others. And when something happens that looks like it might end up being a repeat of something tough I've been through, usually at the first signs of it I flee. Fear of feeling those ways again. However, its a test of love.
Sure, whatever happened was minor, but it still had a heavy affect on me.
Though things are a bit scrambled and weird right now,
I still hold it together.
Not because I'm stuck or stubborn but because I know what we have right now
is worth more than that.
Sht happens and people make mistakes.
I'm FAR from perfect.
So far I need GPS, a map, and a flare gun to get there.
But when it came down to it, in the particular situation,
I chose love.
& I chose it for a reason.
I'm not a fool for love anymore, I've been well past that stage.
At this point, its a different approach.
It's about happiness and wellbeing.
At the end of the day, you have to step outside of your situation, look from the outside and consider the effects of your actions.

Its called decision-making. & none of us are masters at it.
But I dont regret my decision and I stand by it.
for us.

You have to be careful what you do when dealing with certain people. Everyone's been through SOMETHING. YOU have to give respect to that.

Thats all.

So you know, we are still the in-your-face couple that you love to hate, so dont act brand new.
I still love him dearly & vice versa.



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